Not feeling too good this morning. I'm fine physically but mentally I am just drained. I need to learn to get past all this crap. I can't sit and dwell on it, other wise I'm just going to be bitter about this my whole life. Chances are I will be bitter for a long time, but if I don't learn to deal with this, then it's just going to consume me. God doesn't want us to dwell on the past, he wants us to learn from our pain, and move on. I learn a ton from my anguish, but it's the moving on part that I have problems with. there are a ton of things that I have never really moved on from, and I am still bitter about them. And I know that this thing is going to be even harder to get over. So I just pray to God that I can finally move on, and leave all these bad memories and feelings in the past. If I don't, then I am going to have issues when the next person comes around. Thanks for listening, and have a great day!!