Well, it's Wednesday. The day that is going to change my life forever. I've been very sick of this waiting business, and I am just ready for everything to be done. I know what's going to happen. I know everything that has happened, so the real surprise is if I get told the truth.

Trust is a big thing. If there is no trust, then there is no relationship. How can I be with someone that I can't trust? I have never been given a reason to trust, only reasons to not trust.

God has a plan for me, and I know whatever it is, is going to be the best for me. God doesn't want me with someone that has no respect for me. He wants someone that is going to treat me like the catch I am. With respect for me and my feelings. Someone that is going to accept me for who I am, not for what college degrees I have, or how I like to talk to them through out the day. Just someone who is content with who I am. And I know God has this person waiting for me. But the biggest thing, is they have to be willing to listen to my thoughts, and work hard to make things work. Nothing is going to be perfect, and people who think they are, are just setting themselves up for disappointment.