Today isn't such a good day. I am so down this morning. I know these feelings will leave me, as they all did in the past. I am going to be ok, it's just that right now is pretty hard. Please don't feel bad for me. Life has a strange way of making a person forget, and begin to heal. I knew these feelings of worthlessness and self pitty would come eventually. The past day or two haven't been very bad at all, and I knew the bad feelings were around the corner. As the day goes on, I will begin to realize that I am not worthless, and that I am a great person and a catch!

Well, I know God wants me to feel good inside, and He will let me know my worth. The evil one is dragging me down, and making me feel like a piece of crap. And I'm not going to let him control my life like last time. I will survive, for as long as I know how to love, I know I'll be alive!! hahaha....I'm such a dork!

Have a good day everyone, and a very MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!