~sigh~

I don't know what's wrong with me today. I am in a very "down" mood. I hate this. I'm just struggling with life in general.

Lately everything seems to be, literally, falling in my lap. Everything that I have or am about to have, is so easy. But for some reason I'm not happy about it. I feel like since everything is so good, that it can't be true. And being I haven't worked very hard for these new things, that they aren't necessarily the best for me. I know I'm thinking and talking gibberish. Everything that's been going on is going to be the best for me right now.

I think most of this destructive thinking, can be blamed on the fact that I haven't been getting much sleep. And I am so tired, and then I start to think negatively. I bet if I was able to take a nap, I would feel better about everything. Thanks for listening, and just keep praying for me, I know I will.