Heart ache, heart ache, heart ache. Why must I be put through so much hurt before I realize that I am better off? It doesn't make sense. I feel like I am starting my life all over again. And I guess it is for the best. The past few days have been awful for me, but it has made me a much stronger person. And it made me realize that I need someone who is going to treat me the same way I treat her. God's plan for me is obviously to live my life for him, and wait patiently for Him to let me know what I need to do and who I need to do it with. He will show me that I need to move on. And move on I will. I don't know what God wants to do with me, but I know that He won't let me suffer as much as I have the past few weeks. I feel like my pain is lifting and I'm so much happier. I will just wait and see what I am supposed to do. Thank you all for dealing with me. And thank you God for helping me.